back to the sky on your own.




Maddy, 19, trying to recover from anorexia and self-harm, and just trying to find my footing in the world. I may be triggering.

Feel free to ask me anything, I'm here for you :)

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deodarlingwakeup replied to your post: Made it to Verona for my study abroad program :)…

Enjoy the heck out of it, write lots and take lots of pictures, maybe sketch if you feel so inclined. :))))

I’m definitely enjoying it so far, thanks!!


recoveringlottie:

Life is for living, not number crunching.


cosmo tip #677

expertcosmotips:

planning to go on a diet? why


❝You eat your goddamn Cheerios and bicker with the bitch in your head who keeps telling you you’re fat and weak: Shut up, you say, I’m busy, leave me alone. When she leaves you alone, there’s a silence and a solitude that will take some getting used to. You will miss her sometimes.
Bear in mind she’s trying to kill you. Bear in mind you have a life to live.❞
(Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia (via emiliaprimavera))


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Made it to Verona for my study abroad program :) It’s really gorgeous here and I love hearing people speak Italian all the time. The apartment we’re in is SO cute, although it’ll take some adjusting… for example, to use the gas stove or oven we have to turn on the gas, then turn a switch and then light a match to light the fire. It’ll be interesting for sure!

Anyway, I’ve been in Verona for about three hours and I’m already kind of homesick. I don’t know how to deal with that because I pretty much never, EVER get homesick. I’m hoping that if I keep busy over the coming weekend it’ll go away. And I’ll be starting classes on Monday, so that should help as well. I just don’t like feeling like this :/


Bathroom Blues

writingsforwinter:

You left your clothes in a pile on my bath mat

and now each time I go to flush the toilet

I remember that you were once there,

brushing your teeth against the sink.

I collect Snapple caps obsessively, and the one

that says Bloom where you are planted

gets me every time:

I hope your clothes look just as good

on someone else’s bathroom floor

as they once did on mine.


thepensivebrony:

“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”

finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever