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Maddy, 19, trying to recover from anorexia and self-harm, and just trying to find my footing in the world. I may be triggering.

Feel free to ask me anything, I'm here for you :)

Happy Fuck Your ED Day!! I decided in order to celebrate I would face a couple of fear foods at lunch :) I had a cheeseburger (HUGE fear food, especially in the dining halls), fries, and a brownie. I felt incredibly guilty for it at the time but I pushed through it and managed to finish… and I’m actually kinda proud of myself for it. I also tried to draw the NEDA symbol on my wrist— a big step, because I am still ashamed of my disorder. And on top of all that, I texted a friend who also struggles with anorexia about today, and my text actually stopped her from abusing laxatives. :) So right now I’m feeling pretty damn good!

To everyone else reading this: Fuck your ED, tell it who’s boss!! You deserve so much than this misery!


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    This is amazing. As a struggling ED recoverer, this is completely inspirational. It sucks that the dining hall is like a...
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    AMAZING!! You are so so so strong! Been there- it’s tough but we’re ll in it together :)
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    YOU GO GIRL!
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